Archive for the ‘Old Blog’ Category

Fixing My Affliction of Monolingualism

Friday, March 22nd, 2019

It's tough to come to terms with the idea that my "internal software" may be broken. I know I am handicapped day in and day out by being ESL - English as a Single Language.

Spanish is similar to English. But certain aspects of Spanish, such verb conjugation rendering pronouns unnecessary, make it more concise than English. If I could think in Spanish, perhaps I would be able to compactly store certain concepts in my head.


I'm at the point in my journey of learning Spanish where I need to make some changes in my study habits to break the barrier that lies between me and basic fluency. Without a methodical process I likely will stay stagnant or even regress. A strategy with a set of goals over a specific timeline is to be established.

I've learned all of the verb conjugations. There are six main categories (moods) of verbs:

el indicativo
el subjuntivo
el imperativo
el presente progresivo
el pretérito perfecto compuesto
el pretérito perfecto de subjuntivo
Within those are various tenses, listed below:

el indicativo - el presente, el pretérito, el imperfecto, el condicional, el futuro simple
el subjuntivo - el presente, el imperfecto (2 versions), el futuro
el imperativo - afirmativo, negativo
el presente progresivo - el presente, el pretérito, el imperfecto, el condicional, el futuro simple
el pretérito perfecto compuesto - (presente) el pretérito perfecto compuesto, el pretérito anterior, el pretérito pluscuamperfecto, el condicional compuesto, el futuro compuesto
el pretérito perfecto de subjuntivo - (presesnte) el pretérito perfecto de subjuntivo, el pluscuamperfecto de subjuntivo, el futuro compuesto del subjuntivo
So all in all there are about 24 total ways you can conjugate a verb. When I first started learning Spanish in middle school, learning each conjugation seemed daunting. Once they've been fully enumerated, it doesn't really seem like so much work. There are a few hundred irregular verbs, which I will have to list in another blog post. Even though I have studied each and every conjugation possible, I am still shaky. Goal (1) is:

1. Obtain absolute mastery of verb conjugation.

The second major task is building up a vocabulary. I would guesstimate my personal Spanish dictionary to contain 2,000 words. My problem is that many of these words I have mapped to an English word in my head. Instead of thining in Spanish, I am basically running a shitty Spanish virtual machine on English XP. So the (2)nd step of learning Spanish is to increase my Spanish word count to roughly 8,000 by creating a Spanish->Spanish mapping Instead of defining the Spanish words in English, I have to close the loop. So I may have a graph of 6,000 words pointing to definitions in my 2,000 fundamental Spanish words, whose concepts are mapped to English words. As I learn new words in Spanish by defining them in Spanish, I will slowly replace the middle man in my mappings of | Spanish word -> English word -> concept |

2. Build a 8,000 word + vocabulary, where new words are defined in Spanish

To learn a new language one must also be aware of how words are put together naturally by native speakers. Among other things, this means learning a large set of idioms. While speaking to Spanish speakers will help, one can process information much faster by reading. So the third step is clearly to read more books. This can be combined with step 2, by adding new words to my Spanish vocabulary study list while I read.

3. Read a minimum of 12 books in Spanish over the course of the year. Improve my vocabulary by adding new words to my study list

The final two steps are to be able to pronounce words correctly and parse spoken Spanish. Pronouncing words should is a matter of getting vocal tract used to making the shapes that are used to say certain words. Practicing this can be combined with (3) and thus combined with (2)

4. Pronounce the words as I read them.

Listening to Spanish is a tad bit tricky since it doesn't combine well with goals (2) (3) and (4). The best course of action is likely to listen to some Spanish music and simply have conversations when available. Parsing rapidly spoken Spanish is difficult but should become easier as my vocabulary expands.

5. Practice parsing spoken Spanish by listening to Spanish music and engaging in conversation when possible.

Combining all of these goals, my study plan is as follows:

Dedicate 1.5 hours to learning Spanish five days a week.

1. 30 minutes is spent working on conjugating verbs. For the fist few days I will be obtaining a list of all the irregular Spanish verbs. Then I will create a small little CL program that conjugates verbs. If they are in the irregular list, their conjugation is either further subcategorized (ala "boot" verbs) or is hard coded in. Then the Spanish program will test me on the various conjugations used spacing repetition.

2. 40 minutes is spent reading a Spanish book each day. As the book is read, each word is pronounced out loud. Words or phrases that are unknown are marked. At the end of the chapter / towards the end of 40 mins, the words are loaded into an SRS and then reviewed for 20 mins. The words, of course, are defined in Spanish.

3. Time spent on the subway/etc is spent listening to Spanish music/podcasts/etc.

Time spent on (1) will likely shift into time time spent on (2) or be switched to a more general study of Spanish grammar.

To be continued.

What Bad Writing Reveals

Tuesday, March 19th, 2019

This past week I attempted to write a few blog posts. I only managed to produce gibberish that won’t be published. It is frustrating to have nothing to show for the time I had put into writing. But after I transformed my thoughts into characters, I could see those thoughts for what they were: nonsense.

I never learned to write powerfully. The standard for English in my high school was... abysmal. I was taught to make essays with a basic structure, to create somewhat grammatically correct sentences, to employ “persuasive" techniques. I learned how to comply with various bureaucracies by learning standardization's such as "MLA format" for references. In essence, I was shown how to write just well enough to keep me employed at some government job.

But I wasn't taught how to punch with my pen. Nor was I shown how to trim down the fat that hides the message behind my words. Missing from my curriculum: How to Write a Manifesto that Starts a War.

That I cannot write with impact is not a problem in and of itself. I never aspired to be a journalist or novelist or anything of the sort. The issue is that words written are a projection of one's internal dialogue. The same words that go down on paper are circulating in the head just moments before.

Knowing this, I decided to read The Elements of Style by William Shrunk Jr. and E.b. White. That ~70 page booklet contains a long list of common errors that contaminate my essays. I learned that I misallocate my relative pronouns, overuse the word “not”, group words incorrectly, etc. But reading Shrunk and White’s work convinced me that I can fix my superfluous writing. And fixing bloated writing may be a key to thinking efficiently.

Apollo Music Update

Tuesday, February 26th, 2019

After a month or so hiatus i am back to working on Apollo. Right now Apollo has two main features

(1) The Ability to Synthesize Sound

(2) The Ability to Compose Music easily with ASCII Characters

Apollo's main focus is on (2) but I want it to be a piece of code that makes music "all by itself" so using samples of instruments recorded in a studio will only be a side feature, if it ever even gets implemented. The nice part of having all your music synth'd yourself is that for every instrument you can usually easily pre-generate sound waves of different lengths with different notes.

Today I fixed a few bugs:

1. An error calculating the equation for an exponential based envelope (which involved solving the system of equations y1 = ab^(zx1) y2 = ab^(zx2) for a and b where z is a chosen parameter by the user and the two points are the points where you want to draw an exponential curve between.

2. Fixed a bug where I called (apply #'max a-huge-list) . Common Lisp has a limit on the number of arguments you can pass to a function, so the correct way to do what I was trying to do was (reduce #'max a-huge-list)

3. Fixed a performance bug where I was iterating through a list and each time trying to get the nth element using the function nth, which caused the computation to be n^2.

Now I need to add a feature where I create two different types of instruments - ones that have a sustain such as wind instruments vs. those that peak and die off (piano, guitar, drums). The former needs a way to have a variable envelope function.

Coming of Age

Sunday, February 24th, 2019

mircea_popescu: there's this common tendency among noob bloggers to regard the blog as some sort of trophycase/showcase. they miss out on their own youth, as the lived story of their own personal path through life, consisting as such always does of failure, and tribulation.

Reading your own writing is akin to looking at yourself in the mirror. If you haven’t done it in a long time (or ever) you are going to be quite unhappy when you look. You'll notice all the blemishes and faults that everyone else can see but are invisible to you. The childish approach to dealing with this is to never look in the mirror. But not looking into the mirror does not make those imperfections disappear.

In reality writing for a blog is much more daunting than looking in the mirror, because instead of just seeing your reflection you are taking a snapshot of your mind and posting it for yourself and the world to see. When I take a look back at my previous writings I often cringe from reading what I wrote. I read my writing about goals I still haven’t made progress into, let alone accomplished. I read world views that not only seem ridiculous now, but were written in broken English. And I know that in the future I will likely feel the same way reading the post I’m writing today.

But I take solace knowing that there is more honesty in blogging frequently and keeping a record of one’s development than there is in showing only a very curated “trophy case” of thoughts. Everyone save naive children knows that in-between the highlight reel of a millennial’s antisocial media posts are painful and embarrassing moments. The crime of erasing one’s past and cherry-picking content to display on your blog is not that your lying to everyone else. It’s that you’re lying to yourself. It prevents you from confronting your inner hayseed.

In You Know Me Al by Ring Lardner, Jack writes to his friend Al constantly updating him about his life. Reading Jack’s letters is amusing not only because you see how foolish he is and how he can’t keep any of his commitments, but also because Jack manages to remain complete oblivious to his own character. One wonders if had the fictional character Jack written blog posts instead of writing letters, he perhaps would have been able to see his ridiculousness and improve himself.

Here’s to finishing Apollo, starting my game Zylon, staying healthy, avoiding my bad habits, and most importantly using every minute of my time wisely.

Still In The Big Apple

Tuesday, January 29th, 2019

It’s been well over a month since my last post; a new piece of writing is very much due. My life trajectory has changed dramatically between my last publication and now. Before I had plans to return to Costa Rica on January 2nd, but today I am still here in New York City. The reasons for this are numerous - but the primary cause of me staying here is to be with the people who I love and have known the longest in my life.

At times I feel that I am regressing by staying in New York. My time spent in Costa Rica was nothing short of heavenly. Nearly every day consisted of waking up to a chorus of birds chirping, surfing magnificent waves, and enjoying the company of close friends. I had a wonderful three bedroom apartment that I was very proud to invite people over to. I was picking up, however slowly, my second language Spanish and finally starting to have enjoyable conversations with locals in their tongue. Although I wasn’t working when at the moment I left, I had previously succeeded in obtaining well paying jobs where I could work remotely and support myself. And now that I’m back in the city, just about all of this is gone. I’m back to the cold concrete jungle of the city. I have my closest friends and family here - but making new friendships is much harder than it was in Costa Rica. As for my living situation - I’m back to crashing my parent's house. I can’t even begin to fathom sacrificing my time spent reading, coding, learning the guitar, etc. to work a boring 9-5 to sustain a shoebox of an apartment in the city. But this day will have to come soon..

Another great pain of leaving Costa Rica is the feeling that the friendships I made there will fade away quickly. Given that I don’t have accounts with the normal antisocial media websites, it can be a bit tricky maintaing certain relationships. The fact that I lost my phone and subsequently my phone number does not help either. There are many people I miss terribly, and I apologize to them for not having put in the time to message them.

New York being home is not the only thing that draws me back here. In Central America I felt that my days were being spent well since I was thoroughly enjoying my youth, yet I couldn’t help but think that I was not pushing my career forward like I should be. Even though I picked up two wonderful hobbies that will last me a lifetime - guitar and surfing - I felt that most of my hours were spent were only going to give me pleasure at the specific moment I spent them. I had fears of becoming an adult that had little to show for his earlier years. The one educational reason - or should I say excuse - for being in Costa Rica was to learn Spanish. This, however, was not progressing at the rate it should have been since I had enclosed myself in an English speaking bubble within Costa Rica. My friends spoke Spanish as their primary language, but with me the conversation always was in English. I believe I still have learned more Spanish in America than I have in Costa Rica. So I felt, and feel currently, that I needed to stay in New York to develop a lifestyle that allows me to soak up knowledge and build a career.

I hope to return to Costa Rica within the year, but when I do it will likely be for only a relatively short period of time. As for now, it's great to be back home.

The price of btc will be $13337 by the time you're done reading this.

Thursday, December 20th, 2018

This morning, according to the publicized fiat exchanges, bitcoin was trading at 3.8k USD. This price is up from 3.3k or something, which now appears to be the valley of some dip after a long stable 6k price.

When these fiat-reported major price shifts occur, a whole lot of technical analysis voodoo and faulty logic gets used to explain what happened that caused the change in price. A common explanation for a price dip is "X government banned bitcoin" or "the block size debate is causing doubts.” For a rising price, the explanation is some blah blah about how new X feature from the power ranger bitcoin team has caused increased confidence in the chain, upgrade your nodes today!

But the question of why and especially why now with regards to the price is generally too complicated to get answered. The last-traded-price is based off an equation with millions of variables, and for the lay person it is impossible to discover. Perhaps the DO”J” just seized a new batch of bitcoins, and the price goes down because they are dumping the stolen coins onto the market. Perhaps an exchange was hacked and their reserves were stolen, causing the supply to drop, and thus the price to increase. Perhaps there is a group psychology phenomena at play. No one really knows.

We can make statements about the price from recent trades, but the price of bitcoin for an individual is in something akin to a quantum superposition until the very moment when an exchange occurs. At the instant a transfer is made, that price superposition collapses to the value for the parties involved in the exchange. But until that moment, the price is a Fugazzi. "Fugayzzi? Fuggazi? it’s a wazy it’s a woosy it’s a .. fairy dust, it doesn’t exist, it’s never landed, it is no matter, it’s not on the elemental chart, it’s not fucking real."

Yet with a very real cap of 21,000,000 btc and no cap on the USD, there is little hope that the ability to buy btc for price P can stay at P <= C for any constant C when C is denominated in dollars. So when a company is saying that the price is at some peculiarly low value - $3.5k or so - an eyebrow must be raised in suspicion.

Coinbase selling btc for 4k is the same thing as children selling lemonade for less than the price of the supplies they used to buy the lemonade. The point of the kids selling lemonade is not to make money. It is to have social interactions and receive the dopamine hit from the smile on their customers’ faces. They are eating the cost to obtain an ulterior goal. Likewise, Coinbase, in typical SV fashion, is not concerned about turning a profit. And especially not a profit denominated in bitcoin. Their job is to sell btc at the lowest price to the greatest number of people. Preferably young ones just entering the work force. When a whale (i.e. someone with like >$10k dollars) comes to Coinbase and says, “$4k a btc? i’d like all the lemonade please” they are either turned away or are given bitcoin IOUs.

If Coinbase were really a profit oriented company, they would have taken their $100mil+ investment (read: access to write permission to the USD db) and used it to acquire more btc. They were in a better position than anyone to know that the price of btc was going to go up. Same thing with with their 116mil+ investment into hamster powered miners. (Does anyone even remember them?)

At the end of the day, you have to pay for the privilege of knowing what the price is for btc at a certain volume. It’s a world of lies out there - and the only thing that’s for certain is the real game is being played by high rollers off of the exchanges.

The Fundamentals of Learning

Sunday, December 16th, 2018

There is a rule of thumb that applies to nearly everything you are trying to learn.

For every skill, there is a finite set of fundamentals whose application and combination will allow you to perform that skill.

Thus to succeed at your goal you must:

1. figure out what those fundamentals are
2. figure out what is the correct way to execute those fundamentals
3. Devise and perform a training program to be able to perform said execution from (2) consistently
The usefulness of this advice relies heavily on a clear understanding of the word fundamental in this context. A fundamental is a technique in a finite -but possibly quite large- set of "the fundamentals of skill y." A fundamental is always something that can be trained or improved upon. So, while being tall may be quite important to succeeding at playing basketball, "being tall" is not by our definition a fundamental. In addition, a fundamental cannot be the combination of two or more different fundamentals. The pragmatic reason for this is that if a fundamental is the combination of two other fundamentals, it would be incorrect to train that technique. It would be better to isolate the the two distinct fundamentals that comprise that technique and train them separately. Needless to say, some fundamentals build upon each other in a way that you cannot learn fundamental b without learning fundamental a. Also, while the combination of two fundamentals cannot be a fundamental, the act of combining two fundamentals may very well be a fundamental in and of itself.

With that being clear, we need guidelines on how to perform tasks (1) (2) and (3). Step (1) is often the hardest.


To figure out the fundamentals of a skill, there are two principal methods that must be combined.

(A) Figuring out the authority on the subject. This is either the best person in the field you can be in contact with, or preferably a book. Then simply inquire from that authority what the fundamentals are.

(B) Reasoning must be used to confirm that a technique is indeed a fundamental of a skill. Of course if you the pioneer of a skill, then this is the only method you can use. This is much harder than simply "downloading" all the fundamentls from an authority, since it can be difficult to figure out the different elements that comprise a technique.


Once you know what the fundamentals are, then you can begin to judge what is the correct execution of those fundamentals. This is effectively the same process as step one. You consult an authority and combine their advice with rational analysis.

For the sake of example, let us consider the skill of playing tennis. Within that skill is the technique of a serve. We know that a serve, itself, is not a fundamental. This is because a serve is at least the combination of two different fundamentals - an overhead shot and a toss. So let's examine how we would determine the correct way to perform a toss, for our serve, using logic alone.

Of course we want to create the best possible angle for us to hit the ball into our opponents service area, which would mean we want to toss the ball as high as possible. We want to maximize the time the ball stays in the "sweet spot," i.e. the best position for us to hit our overhead shot. This is the highest point at which we can make contact with the ball, so that we can hit the ball at the moment it switches directions (i.e. when its velocity is zero) with the best angle. (etc, etc)


Once you are aware of what is the correct execution of the fundamentals, you must devise an efficient and regular training plan/schedule to be able to perform all of the fundamentals correctly. From our previous example, this may be something such as:

Toss the ball 10 times trying to hit the height as indicated by a line marked on a wall. Do this with a camera recording your tosses. Review the video and fix mistakes. Repeat 3x 4 days a week.

It is important to remember that when training, mindlessly repeating an action does not help you towards your goal. Only when you are self analytic, by doing an action like recording yourself with a camera and fixing your mistakes, do you make progress. Once again, consulting an authority figure on how to train is often wise. A secret code in the title of books that help you with this stage of learning is "training manual."

Back in NYC for one month

Friday, December 7th, 2018

Yesterday I arrived in NYC. Back to civilization, I guess, as far as NYC is civilized. Let's recall some events:

I go surfing in the morning before I head out, the swell is gone so it's more of a swim in a lake. However, two friends who have been living in Nicaragua are in the water, and we realize that we are taking the same flight back to the city. We drive to the airport together, and run into two more recent acquaintances who are also on our flight. The two new people are two ladies from NYC, who had a bad event the night prior that caused them to leave CR early.

Two men had cut their power from outside and tried to break into the house the ladies had rented on AirBNB in the middle of Tamarindo. Who would have thought nice CSS ontop of craigslist does not make craiglists any safer? Luckily they had some guy friends over and were okay.

But after leaving their AirBNB a day early, their "landlord" had the balls to ask them to leave them a good review. "Yeah we were almost raped and kidnapped in our own home, but hey the hot water was kinda working." - Four stars!

But here's what will likely happen: the two ladies will leave a horrible review on AirBNB, the landlords will have to create a new account, and the story of the breakin will disappear from AirBNB one way or another. How has trusting a central authority to manage reputation networks worked for you lately?

So back to the trip: the flight thing happens, we land and ten minutes of customs and twenty minutes of cab driving later i am back in my mother's home. The apartment is absolutely gorgeous, everything is clean and chiva and my home felt welcoming in the way only a mother could make it. My brother gave me a wonderful present, an old authentic Costa Rican soccer jersey. I put it on and look in the mirror - boy have I changed in the last year. Seeing myself in the mirror in NYC is much different then seeing myself in the mirror in Costa Rica.

When I look at myself in the mirror in Costa Rica, there is less of a sense of psychological contrast. In Costa Rica my sun-made blonde hair and tanned skin is normal and it's what I always see when I look in the mirror. Here I can contrast the way I look now with the memories I have of myself in the same mirror from when I was younger.

After a few minutes of hugs kisses and gift exchanging, I pull out my weapon and begin to tune it. I think that the act of tuning the guitar in front of my mother and brother had the same or more effect than my playing the guitar itself. I could watch their eyes widen as they heard the loud low E string rumble through my bedroom. After I played a few songs (Silent Night, Etude in C Major by Tarrega) I knew it was time to get off stage as my mother was tired and my brother wanted to talk instead of here me play.

I slept in that night, got up at around 11am and then started immediately getting the things I needed to get done, done. I scheduled an appointment with Apple to have them fix my broken laptop battery. This story goes back.. I committed the great sin of trying to fix my own Apple computer myself by taking out the battery and replacing it, which made Apple refuse t service the laptop since when I gave it to them I did not have the original battery. So I brought it back from Costa Rica, and now hopefully I'll be able to have The Company revive my laptop that just needs a new fucking battery.

After that was done it was off to lunch with my dad, we went Le Pain Quotidien to have a cup of coffee each, a waffle for him and a piece of salmon and an egg for me for $45. Yes you read that right: two coffees, a slice of salmon and an egg and a waffle for $45. Yes the salmon for some reason came with a huge stack of plain bread next to it, am i supposed to eat that? So I can look like the 50 or so hamplanets that are sitting in the restaurant? Yeah, no thanks.

Conversation at breakfast was the usual sort with my dad, we talked about my childhood and things that he wished he had done differently raising me. Primarily this was talking about wishing he had insisted that my Brazilian nanny growing up had taught me her native language, Portuguese. He told me that my pediatricians, who he described as isolationists, all insisted that it was bad for my development to have to process learning two languages. Off to the gallows with them...

The morning ending with a trip to Barnes and Nobles to overpay for some printed books. Yeah I can read on my kindle and yeah I can read anything for free on my computer, but I do like the feeling of real paper and paying for a book psychologically pushes me to read it. What can i say, as far as I can tell I have to play dumb tricks on myself to get myself to do what I want to do. The books I bought were: Notes from the Underground by Fyodor Dostoevsky and Portrait of a Young Man as an Artist and Ulysses by James Joice.

I walked home by myself after that, and being unsatisfied from breakfast went to relive an old habit of getting some shitty pizza. I bought two broccoli and chicken slices at Famiglia Pizza for $9, After I ate the two slices I nearly threw up. My stomach still feels quite uncomfortable an hour or more later as I write this post. I'll have to get to practicing making what I usually eat in Costa Rica - a $5 casado: fish, rice and beans, a salad, and a few plantain slices.

For what it's worth, it's nice to be back home in NYC. I plan to bring the Pura Vida here, hopefully I'll manage to get a few souls to stop staring at their dumbPhones for a few extra minutes. Having access to any item I want from thousands of stores, something not quite possible in Guanacaste, is quite nice. I'll try to stock up and make some good progress on Apollo with the extra time I'll have from not surfing.

The preciousness of every minute of life and the reality of opportunity cost

Thursday, November 29th, 2018

The time you have left on this Earth moves in only one direction, down. Each minute that you spend doing something is a minute you spend not doing something else. Even if what you're doing is productive, is it as productive as it can be? Even if what you're doing is fun, is it as fun as it can be?

Time on the Earth is monotonically decreasing, but chances are you're still going to be here next year. Billions of years of evolution has gotten one thing right - the ability to keep yourself alive. When you realize you're not dead yet in a year, are you going to have something to show for from the previous year?

There's no pause button on the great play of life. You may be able to get away from it all for short periods of time while you're sleeping, but just because you're not on stage doesn't mean the show doesn't go on.

Each second you spend doing the bullshit it is you do with your time is a second you can never get back.

You got drunk at the bar and woke up sick the next morning? You sat around and watched Netflix all day? You blew some air out of your nose as you watched some cats attack each other on the internet? Well, I sure hope you enjoyed yourself.

If you move intelligently and efficiently through the universe and you will feel like your gliding. If you figure out how to cut the time you waste in half three times in a row, you will get to live eight lives. Four times, and you will live the equivalent of sixteen lives. It keeps getting more difficult, but the rewards get greater and greater.

To realize what you can achieve you must first come to terms with what you have failed to achieve, and can no longer ever achieve. Didn't practice soccer diligently since you were five? We won't be seeing you in the world cup. Didn't study hard in high school? You will never be a great academic, the great ones are already way ahead of you and they're not planning on giving up their lead.

Only once you've seen how you've failed to use your time wisely and have embraced the severe consequences you have already suffered can you begin to fix your problems. Imagine where you could be today if you had begun ten years ago, and then imagine where you can be in ten years.

A confession of how I waste time

Thursday, November 29th, 2018

I waste time:

1. Listening to music on youtube. This is of course a pleasurable experience, so it could be considered not a waste of time. Yet I do it when I'm trying to accomplish goals, so it is a distraction. Also sometimes I find myself listening to the same songs I don't even like anymore.

2. Playing the guitar in a way where I'm just reinforcing bad habits. Whenever I'm practicing the guitar by playing it aggressively without reflection This is also another pleasurable experience, but sometimes I just get frustrated and I feel so much more rewarded when I've diligently practiced a new song.

3. Not optimizing my time on how I take care of my basic homeostasis. Sometimes I don't properly plan out simple things - like where I"m going to eat. So I find myself walking back and fourth from my house to the supermarket etc. an unnecessary number of times.

4. I waste time over obsessing about how to respond to certain emails/texts. I care a lot about how I come across and I try to make all my messages "perfect." But sometimes I could find myself spending an absurd amount of time responding to something that is in the long run rather trivial.

5. Derping around on the internet. Sometimes I catch myself on redditesq sites, looking at dumb short attention span entertainment like those old vine videos.

So here is how I plan to fix these issues:

1. Setup a program to modify my hosts file to nullroute youtube when I want to work.

2. Create a list of songs I want to learn and practice on the guitar, and print out the tabs to have at the ready by my guitar so that when I want to play I can have at the ready the materials I need to practice. I could also print out all my guitar exercises from my ancient guitar scroll.

3. Buy more things in bulk, basic stuff like food supplies etc. Also potentially take fifteen minutes or so to create a plan for the day of things I'm going to do so I don't catch myself all of the sudden realizing i need x or y.

4. When I have an email or message that I feel I'm going to waste a lot of time responding to, I should immediately start a timer for 5 minutes or so and rush to finish it in that time.

5. Same as point 1, null route all my distraction sites like, jesus christ.